13548.) i don’t really know anymore.
sometimes i really like him.
sometimes i really dislike him.
i wish he’d pay more attention to me and i wish he was mine, but i know he’ll never be.
this isn’t really a secret either, b/c idk how to keep those, unfortunately…
i keep lying to myself about how i feel.
so here it is…
i just want you. every single part of you.
like fuck it, i really want to be yours and you be mine. please just let it be.
i’ve tried to be friends and it’s not enough.
so please, just let it be.